Question ?

  What if i have a choice to make something worth more. I wish i could. Well, what do i mean by something ? Its actually me. So it doesnt count as something right ?. The reason im thinking this way is because i feel like i could change my self to be a better person but there is something holding on to me. My past ? My problems ? Or something else ? So for this time i would like to ask a lot of question why i feel this way.

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  The answer to my question is that i feel like a sinner. Some might say " hey, everyone is a sinner so dont worry about it. At some point we change for the better and sometimes too we forgot that we are that not that good or that bad " . Well, what im trying to say here is that i feel like during the daylight im doing good stuff and night time which there is time when im a good person and some i might not be. By saying im not a good person doesnt refers me as a murderer or other serious isued people etc. Its actually more to private matters. I wish i could solve this problem and not just by word like this but physically solve it. I wont hope much for people that read my blog to understand this but time is the only problem now. If only i can speed up time and all my works are done im sure when the time is right i can make my wish to come true.
  I just hope all my doings are bless and i wont have to face the ugliness of the reality and im sure there is reasons why god make my problem this way. This is a waiting game and patient is the only key to success.

P.s

For those who did not understand good for you.
If you readers would like to give advise please give me your comments. If only i have any readers. Haha.

I guess thats all for now. Peace out.