Open heart

  Lately ive been a bit of a jerk i guess. There is this girl which i usually chat with. Well i kinda left not chatting at all with her quite a while though.

        * I know girls, im such a jerk right ? *

  Well, to be honest. I was upset about something that day cause i was expecting some respond from her and she was like... Nevermind. But i know at the first place it was my fault. Anyway i was planning on apologising but mannn. Its either ego or shame right now im feeling it.
  Usually i would just fuck up my ego and straight away say sorry but this time it feels a bit different in a way. Maybe, just maybe that i need to open my heart to say sorry to more people more often. Saying sorry is just hard this day.
  People would rather fight each other even if that person you would know is your family and at some point they even stop talking at once and move away forever. So much for a mountain of egoness in our heart.
  For the problem now im guessing a simple sorry should be nice. Simple but meaning-full.

P.s*
girl, if you ever read this Ermmm im sorry ok. Sincerely my self.

I guess thats all for now. Peace out.