Letter from your son.

Dear father,

 Today is 23rd of April. Which only have one meaning to me. It is your 53rd birthday J . Sincerely I have problem with memorizing people’s birthday including you but thankfully my sister had told me earlier before midnight. The night of your birthday. With this hard to memorizing problem I had, I felt as if I had failed to be good son. It might seem nothing but to me your birthday should be celebrated not only today but every day. I am grateful that god gave me chance to keep on breathing and still have the chance to talk to you and spend my time with you.

But lately I have not spent most of my time with you. For some teenagers reason parts of me just wanted to hang out with my friend and some of it with my family. We might spend some time eating and chatting in front of the tv or well most of the time just watching tv in silent. I never think those were the kind of quality time with you I seek. Deep in my heart I truly wanted you to stop working and me myself give all of what I have for you to spend. Give you all what you ever dream of what you wanted to have. 

Going on a vacation together was the kind of quality time that I can ever think of. I wish we could do more than that. You tried to give some advice sometimes but us, your children sometimes rebel against you and tried to give our own opinion. But every time you gave me those advices I will try and keep on hold to it. 

With everything that you gave to me, I never think that I can ever repay it with any kind of price in any form. It sickens me to think of one day that you will be gone and I might not have the chance to see you again. I am sure that I will never be ready for that day. There is always a pain in my chest that scares of that day. My eyes feels heavy as in I am about to cry as I am writing this letter right now. But in sha Allah :’) I will try my best in my best effort I will try to be a solleh(Good) son that you hope I would be.

I might not be as good as you expected but with god will. I will pray hard that I will be and for you I will always pray jannah(heaven) for you. I don’t know how to show how deep I feel towards my family but I will try in many ways so you and the others will understand what am I trying to tell.

I always wish the best for you dad. If you ever read this letter I wrote I just hope you know that I love you. Happy birthday dad.

-Airaz-

Fun thing

  Busy busy busy, well i have been quite busy lately with the event that had happened at my institution. SOMEHOW, i was selected to be one of the photographer during the Open Day that day. I did not expect to get that kind of of opportunity for myself tho :') it sure make me feel more ermm... trustable and responsible haha.
  Never the less, my job was done without any problem except for the tiring effect after the work is done pfffttt. But i should not complain about it cause i do love taking picture and freeze the happy memory into a single picture for us to look back. Sounds dull but that is me :p

  So there is a few picture that i have taken during that day,

The good thing about taking picture is that i get to go anywhere and everywhere. But some of the shots does not seems to be in the way of how i imagine it to be.

Actually, i also have passion in doing videos but its all about the gadget aite? what is the use of loving to do something that you do not have ? it is just frustrating... hmmm

who cares about that, as long as i have the passion i will go for it and scavenge all the opportunity that i can get.

" Passion is the fuel and i will burn to make it brighter so everyone can see how deep and passionate i am "
 -A-

I am guessing that i am talking something non-sense again i guess. haha :)

well,

i guess thats for now. Peace out.

Lift up the burden

 It has been a while since i last blog. The thing is, for last week i had been sick for the whole week. To make it worst that week is my final exam week which means i have got to study 24/7 but i end up busying myself sleeping, coughing, sneezing and etc all the time. I just hope that my results does not drop.

                                                                    * Finger Cross *

 What am i doing haha, i have god. As long as i pray and keep up with the good work hopefully he will lead me to success. Praise upon him Allah the Almighty.

 Never the less, i kept on living and continue my life for that week and SURVIVED it . Yeay haha and the best part of finishing the whole week with all of those exams is went back home and rest for the whole day. I slept like i never slept before that day and woke up super late. The feeling of satisfaction was beyond my body haha what i mean is its like in the morning you woke up and stretch your body so that is how i felt. Awesome aite.

 That sunday 6th March, i went for a ride with my best buddy fitri. It was awesome ! why awesome ? because every first sunday for each month Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia have this event where some of the road in Kuala Lumpur is closed for people to cycle.It also include people that wanted to go for jogging, roller blading and other form of vehicle type that does not use engine. I really appreciate those movement on doing those kind of event because that is just my thing haha. For all foreigner, all of you are invited to join this kind of activity here in Kuala Lumpur we welcome you people :) and if you people are planning on coming to hang out in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia feel free to invite me too. Who know that we can be friends.

Picture of that morning

Anddd recently i was thinking about making a youtube video. Should i ?

Thats all for now. Peace out.