Dejavu in a dream feels real

I am sure that most of us had a terrible relationship before. Some end up because of the fault of one side that felt the relationship is not worth anymore or there is no love in it. My story is not far from the fact that i wrote. But never mind that.

So, during the phase where we kinda had this shitty moments where being single is ok and "Forever Alone" terms is the best phrase that suits us. To be honest, that moments suck! seeing others happy is just a pain in the eye but sadly that is the truth. It sure makes us wonder why did we ever screw the relationship. The biggest ego steps in and surely trying to cover up the wrongs of our doings. Fucking screw that!

At the first place we should had been trying harder to save the relationship we build soo long and it just took a while only to destroy it. But since those heart breaking tormenting moments had pass by just let it be and move on with your life and i am sure during that time you will be having hard time to not thinking of that person. Haha not helping rite?. There will be no joy in all corner. If there is , there is no meaning of life without hardships after all.

Past few month i had this dreams of the person i use to be with. We spoke, we laugh and do the things we stopped doing till now. But it stops when i woke up. It is killing the inside of me very well. I never wanted to dream or having any sort of communication but it keep on coming with all those sweet memories. It kills me though. To be honest, i appreciate the moment we had and will try my best to find what did triggered those good memories just to move on.

People, we hate each other because we did something wrong. What if the wrong part can be permanently avoided and we continue the journey of happiness.  Aint gonna happen aite ? haha supposedly that way i guess....

Well, i am sure there will be more of this. But i am not going to like it.